color key — green: relationship to self; black: death. contrast of light and dark correlates with bright and somber tones of voice.
Alone
I'm afraid to die alone.
You know? like to be a found dead body forgot somewhere.
And not just physically also in my mind.
Alone and forgotten.
Not loved. Never an option. Never a thing to fight for. A thing to stay in. A thing to laugh with.
Alone.