
color key — blue: mental health; yellow: relationships. contrast of light and dark correlates with bright and somber tones of voice.
Hotel Pools
I thought I was ready to spend my life
next to someone else. You couldn't wait to leave
you should have seen the look on your face.
Was it me you couldn’t stand
or just this dreaded place?
Your arms felt like hotel pools
so cozy, yet so unfamiliar.
We were just a young couple of fools
so rosy, yet so unpredictable.
I’ve fallen in love since then
it seems like such a long time ago
but sometimes every now and again
I imagine you and know
that I could never forget
my memories are racked with you
I know, and I would bet
that yours are racked with me too
I thought I was ready to spend my life
being misunderstood
by the man who takes up half my bed
because I thought that one day you would
I couldn’t wait for you to leave
you should have seen the look on my face
although tears were streaming down my cheeks
I knew that you would be easily replaced.
your arms felt like hotel pools
I can still remember the way they smelled.
We were just a young couple of fools
waiting for it all to go to Hell.
I’ve fallen in love since then
he doesn’t like when I say your name
but sometimes every now and again
I imagine you and still feel the same.
I’m ready now to let you go
you were just a dream that I had
but would never really know.