color key — blue: mental health; green: relationship to self. contrast of light and dark correlates with bright and somber tones of voice.
Why is it so hard?
It’s been seconds, minutes, days, weeks, months, years.
I messed up, I admit it.
I can’t fix it, I know.
My mind accepts this reality, but
My heart; it ignores; it refuses,
Stubborn as always. If only I could have
One more chance. Take a deep breath,
Watch time pass by, be patient.
Learn to move on…